Yuck. Smoking is disgusting even if the buzz is good.
Okay. I recently wrote about smoke almost a week ago and I think I’m about to quit now even though I have around 6 packs left from a carton of Newport 100’s I bought. Last night I thought I’d buy me a girly girl mixed drink at the bar. I ordered a Lua Punch. It has 5-6 different vodkas, orange juice, and 7-up. I dranks two up pretty quick and smoked over 6-8 cigarettes in between and after them. I could not sleep because I got a headache and stomache ache from a bundle full of smoke in my tummy. I feel grose. I’ve also noticed lately that when you wake up in the morning even if you haven’t had a smoke for a day you wake up with that smoke nicotine taste in your mouth. I also find my mouth tasting like smoke even after I’ve eaten without smoking. It’s such a bland kind of burnt coffee cappaccino taste in your mouth. I think if I am going to continue to smoke I will limit myself to just when I drink hard and 2 smokes a day with taking days off until I am finished with my packs unless I can sell them off otherwise.
I had a girlfriend once that went to bed after smoking and kissing was very undelightful. I don’t want to be that significant other with smoke saliva burnt breath, at the same time smoking does slow down my heart pressue. I feel its fair to say that just because you are stressed out doesn’t mean smoking will relieve stress because it doesn’t, but it does something psychologically.